so yea its been a rly rly rly rly rly long time since i've posted a journal but thats besides the point. Just to let anyone who's watching me wants to watch me or is afraid to watch me im sorry its been so long since i've posted anything. Im taking a roadtrip (kinda) and i plan on taking a million and one pictures and maybe even writing a little I hope you guys haven't given up on me cuz im only human (i think) n i've been distracted. Well yup thats all i wanted to say so......peace.

ok heres how the story goes....i was daydreaming so as to try and fall asleep faster. Well i was a character in the show ghost in the shell stand alone complex (i rly rly like that show) i was in a type of data storage room and i was trying to think but i kept having things pop up in my mind for no apparent reason. Then a guy shows up thats suposed to be my boyfriend though i dont actually have one...it was kinda weird...well neways i broke up with him and then i slumped down againt one of the storage units and it turned into an almost transparrent brick wall and the guy who was the actual origial laughing man was like walking out of the wall as if he was walking out of my subconsious. I started speaking about how i had just broken up with my boyfriend and everything. Wen i was just sitting there silently the origial laughing man whu i regret not knowing the name of was standing there and said that was rly good you should write it down. I said i couldnt because i had already forgotten wa i had said , but he said " i'm remembering it for you do you have a pen and paper?" i said yes then something weird happened he said write it down to me in the dream then it was lilke he was looking at me through my dream and into my eyes and he said " I mean you!!! go write it down!!!" Welll needless to say i got up and wrote it down and this is wa i said in my dream.




At least its over and I let him go
before I got too attached
Since getting attached is never a good idea
just look how I turned out
Im living proof that attachments are only for action figures

I don't worry about him though
he'll find someone else to play doctor and put him back together
just like I'll find someone else's heart to break
and eyes to well up with tears
Since all a broken person can do is break someone else till they're as broken as themselves
They think its the only way to be happy with someone else
because everyone else is too good for them or not good enough
Noone will ever not be good enough for me though

I'm just about as broken as it gets




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Remember way back when

Before the MySpace frenzy.

Before the Internet & text messaging.

Before Sidekicks & iPods.

Before MIKE JONESSS

Before PlayStation2 or X-BOX.

Before the 5 hours of homework you put off every night.

WHEN LIGHT UP SNEAKERS WERE KOOL

When you rented VHS tapes, not DVDs.

When gas was $0.95 a gallon & Caller ID was a new thing.

When we recorded stuff on VCRs & paid $3.50 for a movie.

When we called the radio station to request songs to hear off our walkmans.

When 2Pac and Biggie where alive.

When the Chicago Bulls were the best team ever.

Way back......

Tag.

Get Over Here!!!! means something to you.

Hide-n-Go Seek in the dark.

Red Light, Green Light.

Heads Up 7 Up.

Playing Kickball & Dodgeball even Wallball.

Hopskotch.

Slip-n-Slides.

Tree Houses.

Hula Hoops.

Reading R.L. Stine's Goose Bumps.

The annoying Nano Pets & Furbies.

Running through the sprinklers.

Crying when Mufasa died in the Lion King.


Happy Meals where you chose a Barbie or a Hot Wheels car.

Getting the privilege to sit in the front seat of the car.

Drinking Sqeeze It "Squeeze The Fun Out Of It"

Wait....

Watching Saturday Morning Cartoons in your PJ's still wrapped up in your Garfield comforter.

Hey Arnold

Doug

Rugrats.

The original Power Rangers

Or what about:

The Secret Life of Alex Mac.

Ren & Stimpy.

Double Dare.

Rocko's Modern Life.

AAAHH!! REAL MONSTERS.

Wild & Crazy Kids.

Clarissa Explains it All.

salute your shorts(CAMP ANAWANA)

Are You Afraid of the Dark?

The original cast members of all that.

Kenan & Kel.

magic school bus.

UREKA'S CASTLE

flash forward.

pete and pete.

legends of the hidden temple.

dinosaurs.

pinky and the brain.

hangin with mr.copper.

wishbone.

bill-nye the science guy.

kablamm.

Who could forget Snick? & Nick @ Nite
with Bewitched, I Dream of Jeannie, The Facts of Life & I Love Lucy.

Where everyone wanted to be in love after watching
The Wonder Years.

or nick jr. with face

little bear

under the unbrella tree

the adventures of winnie the pooh

NINJA TURTLES

MIGHTY MORPHIN POWER RANGERS
...

Kool-Aid was the drink of choice.

Wearing your new shoes on the first day of school.

Class field trips.

POGS

When Christmas was the most exciting time of year.

When $5 seemed like a million, & another dollar a miracle.

When Toys R Us was the best place to be.

Go back to the time when....

Decisions were made by going 'eeny-meeny-miney-moe'.

Mistakes were corrected by simply exclaiming 'do over!'

'Race issue' ment arguing about who ran the fastest.

Money issues were handled by whoever was banker in 'Monopoly'.

It wasn't odd to have two or three 'best' friends.

Being old referred to anyone over 20.

A chance to skate as a couple at the local roller rink was like winning the lottery.

Scrapes & bruises were kissed & made better.

It was a big deal to finally be tall enought to ride the 'big people' rides at the fair.

When playing Nintendo was the hardest thing ever.

When everyone wanted to be a Power Ranger

When Ninja Turtles ruled the world.

When Lisa Frank was the raddest thing ever.

When a candy bar at the grocery store was the highlight of your day.

When coupons collected all year could get you a prize in your class auction.

When the only thing you cried over was your mom being late to pick you up.

When skinned knees were easier to fix than broken hearts.

When stress was addition and subtraction.

When friendships were as complicated as who's house to sleep over and who's to TP

When shaving cream was just meant for play.

When a first kiss only lead to cooties.

When valentines day meant cards for all.

When birthdays were a class event.

When a friend moving away was the saddest day of your life. (Yeah, that's still no good)

maybe even when your friends didnt break off into different crowds, you were all one group.

When Sky Dancers were fun to play with.

When you had streamers on your bike.

who would have thought youd miss the 90's so much

when Michael Jackson was cool

When All That! was the funniest show on next to My Brother and Me.



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yea my cameras currently out of batteries..meaning i cant find my rechargables so yea my new found hobbie is icon making, its loads of fun the one i have right now is "home made" lmao whew had to b there....yea well i figurd that i nedded an icon that had something to do with my username so i came up with dragon eyes since all wing of fire n such..ah u get the idea


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